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Chapter 169: Fighting on the Bedhead and Foot (11)

  Su Wanwan paused for a moment, lightly biting her lower lip, and continued to speak softly, "Pei Muniang, do you like me? Even if it's just a little bit? Is there?"

  However, Su Wanwan's question was like a stone thrown into the deep sea, with no response, and Pei Muxuan didn't react at all.

  Su Wan's heart couldn't help but feel a sense of loss, if Pei Mu Nian could answer her, then she would be able to know whether he liked her or not, or if he had ever liked her.

  But whether he liked her or not, his heart towards her had never changed from start to finish.

  "Pei Muni, do you know? From the first time I saw you three years ago, I've liked you. I never believed in love at first sight, but I fell for you at first sight. Isn't that ridiculous? But it's true."

  Su Wan's hand gently touched Pei Mochen's face, her fingertips sliding over his eyebrows, slowly smoothing out the raised peaks. She curved her lips, her voice soft and gentle, bit by bit saying all the things she usually didn't dare to say in her heart. "I've never actively pursued a boy before, for you, I put down all my reserve and pride, actively chasing after you, didn't expect you to be so hard to pursue. You experienced defeats that I had never had before, at that time you always hotly ridiculed me, always cold-faced, not letting me get close. There were many times when I almost couldn't hold on anymore, just because you unintentionally treated me a bit better, and I couldn't bear to give up. Am I especially spineless?"

  "At that time, I was sick, and I really didn't think you would come to see me, and be so gentle with me, it was like a dream. I pinched my thigh countless times, just wanting to confirm if you were real or not, and my thighs turned blue from the pinching. But the stupidest thing I did wasn't that, it was because I wanted you to stay by my side forever, so I was afraid of getting better too quickly. Every night, I secretly took a cold shower to make my condition worse, so you wouldn't leave me and would continue to be this good and gentle with me."

  "Later, I confessed to you and you agreed with me. Do you know how happy I was at that time? All along, no matter how hard I tried, you kept rejecting me. I thought you wouldn't like me anymore, but you agreed with me, agreed to be with me. I really felt like the happiest person in the world."

  At this point, Su Wanwan's eyes became slightly distracted, her pupils shining brightly as if recalling the scene at that time. Her eyebrows were unintentionally tinged with a hint of happiness and sweetness. However, in just a few seconds, she didn't know what she thought of again, and the light at the bottom of her eyes suddenly dimmed, and her voice also carried a hint of pain. "But such happiness, I haven't had time to fully experience it, and Xi Zhiwei directly pulled me back to reality!"

  "She told me the real reason you agreed to be with me! It's not because you like me, but because..."

  The memories were too painful, Su Wanwan's voice choked with sobs, she couldn't finish her sentence. She blinked away tears, and a crystal teardrop rolled out from the corner of her eye. She sniffled hard, her voice thick with nasal tones, "Pei Munan, how I wish that you had agreed to be with me back then because you liked me, not because of that thing, because...I have always, always liked you, and my feelings have never changed."