My name is Li Tianyu.

  It is said that my name has a good origin, because I was the eldest son of the family when I was born, and also the eldest grandson of a big family. My grandfather looked up the dictionary for a week and finally gave me this name.

  Since I was a child, I have been the most spoiled kid in my family. Although my family is not wealthy, both of my parents are very fond of me. And so is my grandfather, they all treat me extremely well.

  I want whatever, and my parents always try their best to buy it for me. If my dad wants to hit me, I just need to shout loudly, and grandpa will come out to stop dad's violence.

  I'm glad I found the best way to deal with Dad.

  Mom's easier to deal with. I just nod along no matter what she says, but in reality, I do whatever I want and she can't control me at all.

  But I have to pretend to be well-behaved on the surface. I've long discovered that adults are all 'tough outside and soft inside', their raised hands always land lightly, and when they hit me, it doesn't hurt at all!

  Later on, I had a younger brother. However, the birth of my brother did not have much impact on me. My position as the most spoiled in the family was not shaken.

  Two years later, my sister was born. I didn't like the little 'girl' who cried at every turn, so I started running out to play often.

  Guo 'Spring' came and I have been classmates since the first grade, living in a village, two good as close brothers. His family is better than mine, so he often buys delicious food to treat me.

  There is one

  Then, a boy taller than me took advantage of his strength to bully me. The other boys didn't dare to speak out, only Gu Chun rushed up and pulled the tall boy away, and even fought with him.

  As a result, Gu 'Spring' came and was beaten up.

  But since then, our feelings for each other have become even better.

  I often go to Gu Chun's home on Sundays and sleep in the same bed with Gu Chun, and we have endless things to talk about.

  In our fourth grade year, we both arrived at Xingwang Elementary School. Upon learning that we were still in the same class, we both jumped up excitedly.

  The day school started, I was especially happy, running towards the classroom while turning back to talk to Gu 'Spring'.

  Unexpectedly bumped into a 'girl'.

  The girl complained and then looked at me. I also casually replied to the girl.

  In an instant, I was stunned by those bright eyes.

  Why do I have an inexplicable sense of familiarity? It's as if I should have known this 'girl' a long time ago.

  But this is clearly our first meeting.

  The encounter that day has been deeply etched in my heart, and I even remember that she was wearing a floral blouse with long pigtails that looked very elegant and pleasing to the eye.

  I don't know why, but I always want to talk to her.

  I really want to ask her: Hey, Zhou Xiaoyun, haven't we met before? Why do I always feel like I've seen you somewhere?

  But I didn't have this opportunity. Because she even sat

  He never even looked back at me before either.

  How can I muster up the courage to talk to her and she just ignores me?

  I watch her talk to Zhou Zhihai, Wang Jingjing, Wu Mei and Zheng Haoran, and even occasionally chat with Gu 'Chun', but never talk to me.

  Her eyes never met mine, and as soon as they fell on me, they immediately turned away.

  I don't know where the stubbornness in my heart comes from, I clearly know she won't bother with me, but I still keep borrowing erasers and pens from her, asking her questions and so on, even if she never responds to me!

  Later on, Gu 'Spring' came to tease me all the time, and Wang Jingjing always gave me a bad face.

  Until one day, she seemed to be in a good mood and actually looked at me for several minutes.

  But when I talk to her, she turns around again.

  Alas, Zhou Xiaoyun, when will you be willing to talk to me?

  If I had to say who the boy in our class that I dislike the most, it would be Zheng Haoran. He has good grades, a pale face, is the teacher's son and also the vice class monitor, everything about him is better than me, but why does Zhou Xiaoyun laugh and talk with him while ignoring me?

  I spent the whole day fighting with Zheng Haoran.

  Finally one day, Zhou Xiaoyun started talking to me. Although it was because I had a fight with Zheng Haoran, I was also very satisfied. It turned out that this way you would talk to me.

  Well, I can be even more playful then.

  That long horse tail kept swaying in front of me, I really wanted to pull it, but unfortunately never dared.

  The moment she started playing the harmonica in music class, I just wanted to stand up and applaud. It sounds so good, she's so beautiful when she's immersed in music, why is she so excellent?

  The beautiful handwriting on the back of the report was also written by her.

  I don't know what she can't do.

  She reads books particularly well, every time she reads aloud in class I listen very attentively, and if she asks us to copy down the characters for the whole class to practice writing in silence, I always behave myself and write them down properly.

  I just hope she can talk to me for two more sentences.

  Even if she just stared at me with a straight face and scolded me for two sentences.

  Gu 'Spring' has made fun of me behind my back countless times, but I don't know what's wrong with myself either.

  That day, I went to play video games with Gu Chun again. Recently, we've been going there often. I especially love playing, but unfortunately, I can only go to the game room on Sundays.

  I didn't expect to run into Zhou Xiaoyun.

  I dragged 'Spring' Guo along with me to Xinhua Bookstore without going to play video games.

  That day she told me a long, long passage of words, more than all the words she had ever said to me before, and I listened to every word in my heart.

  There is a strange concern in her eyes, although she doesn't want to show it, but I know she's good for me.

  Watching her distant figure, I told myself: Li Tianyu, you need to change yourself.

  It's actually a very difficult thing for me. I'm used to being lazy and rarely focus on doing something seriously, it's really hard to put my heart into studying.

  Also have to refuse Gu 'Spring' coming up with the tempting suggestion of going to play arcade games.

  But when I made progress in my final exams, I felt very satisfied. It turns out that the feeling of making progress is so good!

  She encouraged me with a few words and I was overjoyed.

  Sorry, I won't go play video games again when you come in spring.

  I want to study hard and seriously, I want to keep up with that girl's footsteps.

  It's hard, very hard.

  I applied for Qiming Middle School, hoping to continue being in the same school and class as her during middle school.

  I was nervous and studied hard before the exam, I was afraid that I wouldn't pass. I hope to become better, I hope those eyes cast a look of approval on me.

  So I was very nervous when I received the notice.

  I was so excited and thrilled when I knew I got in, it's just a pity that I have to be separated from Gu Chun. It doesn't matter, he and I will always be good friends.

  But why did Zhou Xiaoyun get into Yingming Middle School?

  Her joy, her smiling face, flashed before my eyes, and I was too depressed to speak.

  Originally, I still can't keep up with your pace. When I thought I was running very fast, you had already run much, much farther than me.

  I watched her joy and her friend's reluctance, I wanted to go say goodbye to her.

  But she never looked back at me from start to finish.

  I gloomily left the elementary school campus with Gu Chun.

  Goodbye, Xingwang Primary School!

  Goodbye

  Zhou Xiaoyun!