Extra Chapter 5: The First Time I Defied the System(Mikasa’s Backstory – Part 5 – The End of the Past, the Start of the Future)
1. The Moment I Chose to FightI stared at the files on the table.
Names. Photos.
Children.
Experiments.
Just like I had been.
My hands shook.
They were still doing it.
Still creating killers.
Still ruining lives.
I had run away.
I had tried to forget.
But I couldn’t.
Not anymore.
I clenched my fists.
And I made a decision.
I would end this.
Even if I had to do it alone.
2. The First Time I Lied to AbeI went back to Abe.
I acted normal.
Took another job.
Another infiltration.
I needed resources.
Money. Gear.
Weapons.
And Abe?
He gave them to me without question.
Because he thought I was just another mercenary.
He didn’t know—
That I was pnning something bigger.
That I was hunting my past.
That I was going to burn it down.
3. Tracking the Ghosts of My PastThe files led me to a name.
A facility.
A b, hidden deep underground.
It wasn’t the one I had escaped from.
But it was connected.
And it was still operational.
Still creating monsters like me.
I had two choices.
Ignore it.
Or destroy it.
There was never a choice.
I wasn’t running anymore.
4. The First Time I Took Down a FacilityI infiltrated at midnight.
Guards? Taken down silently.Security systems? Disabled.Lab doors? Breached.
I moved like a shadow.
And when I reached the main control room—
I didn’t hesitate.
I erased every file.I destroyed every machine.I wiped every trace of their research.
Then—
I found the children.
Locked in rooms.
Just like I had been.
Terrified. Confused.
I opened the doors.
Told them to run.
And as the arms bred—
I set the pce on fire.
5. My First EnemyAs I walked through the burning ruins, I felt something strange.
For the first time in my life—
I wasn’t just surviving.
I had done something.
I had saved someone.
I had fought back.
But then—
I heard footsteps.
Slow. Calm.
Not a guard.
Not a scientist.
Someone different.
And when I turned—
I saw him.
The first enemy I would ever remember.
The first person who would hunt me.
A man in a suit.
With cold eyes.
And a smile too sharp to be real.
He looked at the burning facility.
Then at me.
And he said, calmly, simply, without anger—
“Interesting.”
6. The First Time I Felt True FearI didn’t know who he was.
But I knew one thing.
He was dangerous.
More dangerous than any scientist.
More dangerous than any mercenary.
He looked at me like I was a puzzle.
Something to be figured out.
And then—
He reached into his pocket.
Pulled out a folder.
Tossed it at my feet.
I didn’t move.
He smiled.
And then he spoke.
A single sentence.
One that shook me to my core.
“Mikasa Kisaragi… Let’s see how far you can run.”
My breath caught.
Because in that moment—
I realized something.
I wasn’t hunting my past.
My past was hunting me.
7. The First Time I Became the PreyI didn’t hesitate.
I ran.
Through the burning ruins.Through the empty streets.
As fast as I could.
Because I knew.
I wasn’t ready to face him yet.
Not yet.
But someday—
I would be.
And when that day came…
I wouldn’t be the one running.
I would be the one hunting.
And I would end Project Nexus forever.
No matter what it took.
The End of Mikasa’s Backstory.Next: Chapter 15 – I Have a Bodyguard Now, But She Hates Me More Than My Enemies